When the Truth doesnt matter anymore

It was an official ending when the time I decide to walk away and when i know enough was enough.. I donno if it was consider a relationship to begin with,cant really put my finger into it..But then should i call all it 'relationship' when it just lasted for few months only? Hmm.. I guess it was more of a "dating period" mixed with liking.. The excitement i get whenever I have things to share with, the looking forward of me cooking up the favourite dishes and the suprises that i love to do just to see the happiness in the eyes...I was patience enough to give chances when craps and disappointment was presented to me each time..Deep in my heart I know there was a reason but hiding it from me was too much to handle.Hasn't honesty been the best policy no matter under what circumstances? I did my best to salvage it but it really takes 2 to tango. Too many lies and too many disappointment...I just want someone who is simple, sincere and down to earth..Perhaps a harmless notti sometimes to spice things up and at the end of the day we both know what we want..I am simple person and easy to be with andI couldnt be with someone whos indecisive and yet complicated..Somehow I feel I'm to blame too as i shouldnt have let my life to be entered to after I knew about the background. But I believe no one's perfect but that shouldnt be taken advantage of..When i heard the truth about you, It makes me more relief that the decision to walk away was right from the beginning..I shall learn from this experience and be better for the future... Everyone deserved happiness including me and you... I believe you when you say "I love you," and never to leave you but then again you were never there when i needed you most.. Anyway baby its your lost and not mine... You did break my heart but I shall rise again and be stronger... Thot that you will be the one after 5 years, guess you are just the same...