Tho Blind Fool Love

I had just watch Spiderman 2 and suddenly thot of william shakespeare poem...Its friday nite feeling slightly bored and tired tho a fren did ask me if i wanna join them for dinner, but kinda of lazy as i had late lunch cum breakfast cum dinner...Keeping my tummy for Sunday's sushi..hehehe so looking forward...My knee is recovering well...The first thing i wake up every morning is to do my knee therapy... i do it almost everyday and I just started my late nite walks of half hour yesterday...Perspire like crazy even tho it was jus half an hour..I thot beside doing my therapy, I should start walking slowly too...I hope it helps...Jus staying home, either am on the bed watching tv or sitting on the chair playing games...Soon i might turn into couch potato...hehehe...Alrite i shall stop my pen here and to share a poem by William Shakespeare to you guys...Cheers!

Thou blind fool, Love, what dost thou to mine eyes
That they behold and see not what they see?
They know what beauty is, see where it lies,
Yet what the best is, take the worst to be.
If eyes corrupt by overpartial looks,
Be anchored in the bay where all men ride,
Why of eyes' falsehood hast thou forgèd hooks,
Whereto the judgment of my heart is tied?
Why should my heart think that a several plot
Which my heart knows the wide world's common place?
Or mine eyes seeing this, say this is not
To put fair truth upon so foul a face?
In things right true my heart and eyes have erred,
And to this false plague are they now transferred.

~Sonnet 137
by William Shakespeare

When the Truth doesnt matter anymore

It was an official ending when the time I decide to walk away and when i know enough was enough.. I donno if it was consider a relationship to begin with,cant really put my finger into it..But then should i call all it 'relationship' when it just lasted for few months only? Hmm.. I guess it was more of a "dating period" mixed with liking.. The excitement i get whenever I have things to share with, the looking forward of me cooking up the favourite dishes and the suprises that i love to do just to see the happiness in the eyes...I was patience enough to give chances when craps and disappointment was presented to me each time..Deep in my heart I know there was a reason but hiding it from me was too much to handle.Hasn't honesty been the best policy no matter under what circumstances? I did my best to salvage it but it really takes 2 to tango. Too many lies and too many disappointment...I just want someone who is simple, sincere and down to earth..Perhaps a harmless notti sometimes to spice things up and at the end of the day we both know what we want..I am simple person and easy to be with andI couldnt be with someone whos indecisive and yet complicated..Somehow I feel I'm to blame too as i shouldnt have let my life to be entered to after I knew about the background. But I believe no one's perfect but that shouldnt be taken advantage of..When i heard the truth about you, It makes me more relief that the decision to walk away was right from the beginning..I shall learn from this experience and be better for the future... Everyone deserved happiness including me and you... I believe you when you say "I love you," and never to leave you but then again you were never there when i needed you most.. Anyway baby its your lost and not mine... You did break my heart but I shall rise again and be stronger... Thot that you will be the one after 5 years, guess you are just the same...